I miss him so much, I shouldn't reply

Je pense à toi :
 http://lecture-sans-frontieres.over-blog.com/article-90-livres-cultes-a-l-usage-des-personnes-pressees-47850270.html
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How are you?

are you still alive, in love, happy, busy?

I'm here in Brazil...where there are a lot of beaches and bitchs too...

but I'm back to a real life...without "le cirque" ( which is the most precious thing I've ever had...)

I'm less in the mood of "flight of ideas"as you call it.

I'm not working, I just think and write...I also try to read...I eat, pray and love.(I told you what's the other meaning of "eat" in brazil?)

I'm not "content" but everybody tells me that I should be so I try to REprogram my brain to be content...

I still listen to the others' dreams to find mine...

when I'm daydreaming I REmind myself about what you told me last day in paris and I come back to the reality.

your words are like the "toy" of Leonardo de Caprio for me, so I come back to first degree each time I'm thinking of you, but thinking of you also is a second degree...isn't it?

um beijo e te cuida

Luiz

ps: we shouldn't write to each other(as we agreed), so you don't reply, I'm in second degree right now, you are in the first always.